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Caesar Wasted His 20s. Here’s How He Made Up for It - Alex Petkas
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Julius Caesar's early life was a mess, but a moment crying over Alexander the Great's statue at age 30 ignited his ambition to achieve greatness, proving that a mid-life crisis can lead to world-changing success.
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Nietzsche, in 'On the Advantage and Disadvantage of History for Life,' critiques history that 'drains the life out of you,' advocating for a 'monumental approach' that seeks examples of greatness for emulation.
Caesar, at age 30 while serving as a quaestor in Spain, famously wept before a statue of Alexander the Great, lamenting that he had achieved 'nothing worthy of great renown' by that age.
Despite his family's noble lineage, Caesar grew up in the `Subura`, a less affluent part of Rome, and aligned with the 'populist' political faction, influenced by his uncle Gaius Marius.
At 18, Caesar defied the dictator Sulla by refusing to divorce his wife, Cornelia, an act of defiance Sulla recognized as indicative of 'many Mariuses in that boy,' signifying a nascent revolutionary spirit.
Caesar’s pirates incident at age 23 demonstrated his audacity and understanding of political leverage, as he demanded a higher ransom and later returned to crucify them, fulfilling his threat.
Caesar's assassination was spurred by the Senate's fear that he was consolidating power, betraying republican ideals by appointing officials and dictating laws, thereby undermining the traditional distribution of honor and agency among ambitious Romans.
History as a source of inspiration, not just facts
Learning from history, as argued by Nietzsche through the lens of Plutarch, is most potent when approached monumentally—seeking examples of greatness to emulate and find resonance with one's own potential. This contrasts with a passive consumption of facts that can be 'crippling.' The Egyptians themselves had 'Egyptologists' studying ancient history, demonstrating that the past has always been a source of learning and reflection, even for those living in ancient times. This approach emphasizes finding inspiration and a model for one's own life, rather than just accumulating knowledge.
The pivotal moment of ambition in Caesar's early 30s
A significant turning point in Julius Caesar's life occurred when he was in his early thirties, serving as a quaestor in Spain. While visiting a temple dedicated to Hercules, which served as an ancient museum, Caesar was found weeping before a statue of Alexander the Great. His lament, 'Do you not think it is a matter for tears that when Alexander was my age, he was the ruler of so many great peoples and yet I have done nothing worthy of great renown?' reveals a profound realization. Despite a promising, though not yet spectacular, career including military service and quaestorship, Caesar felt he had wasted his twenties. This moment of painful self-assessment became a catalyst, a realization of his destiny and a commitment to pursue a life of greater significance. This intense emotional reaction, one of only two recorded instances of Caesar crying, underscores the depth of his ambition and the critical role of self-awareness in driving exceptional achievement.
Ambition forged in a turbulent political landscape
Caesar's ambition was shaped by his upbringing and the political climate of Rome. Despite belonging to the patrician Julian clan and the aristocratic Anchisi family, his family had fallen on harder times, living in the plebeian Subura district. This put him in contact with the underbelly of Roman society. Politically, his family was aligned with the 'populares,' who advocated for land reform and meritocracy, in contrast to the conservative 'optimates' who championed the Senate's traditional power. His uncle, Gaius Marius, a highly successful 'popularis' general, likely served as a significant influence. This background instilled in Caesar a distrust of the established oligarchy and a drive to carve a path through merit and populism.
Defiance of Sulla: An early test of character
At the tender age of 18, Caesar faced a life-threatening test of his principles. Following a brutal civil war, the dictator Sulla sought to purge his enemies. Sulla demanded that Caesar divorce his wife, Cornelia, the daughter of Cinna, a staunch opponent of Sulla. Caesar refused, an act of defiance so profound that he was forced to flee Rome. He was eventually caught but managed to bribe his captors. Sulla, though warned by others 'there are many Mariuses in that boy,' ultimately relented, sparing Caesar's life. This event showcased Caesar's early courage, loyalty, and a prescient understanding of his political alignment, signaling his unwavering commitment to the 'populares' cause even against overwhelming opposition.
The pirate encounter: A blend of charm and cold-blooded resolve
During his early career, likely in his early twenties, Caesar was captured by pirates while on a study trip. In a display of audacious self-belief, Caesar not only demanded a higher ransom than the pirates initially asked but also joked and read his speeches to them, while simultaneously threatening to crucify them upon his release. Upon securing his ransom, Caesar immediately raised a fleet and hunted down the pirates, fulfilling his promise. While he ordered their throats slit before crucifixion as a courtesy, the act was a brutal demonstration of his resolve and political acumen. This incident highlighted his strategic thinking, his understanding of reputation, and his capacity for both charm and ruthless execution of his threats.
Building popularity through anti-establishment actions
Caesar cultivated popularity not through grand military victories initially, but through bold legal and political stances. He adopted a distinctive style, wearing his toga more loosely, which drew attention. More significantly, in his twenties, he prosecuted corrupt governors, making a public statement for justice. Though he often lost these cases, he established himself as an anti-establishment figure. After Sulla's death, the optimate oligarchy was in power, but they were seen as corrupt and complacent. Caesar positioned himself as a champion against this entrenched corruption, even prosecuting an elderly man implicated in a riot from 30 years prior, symbolically showing that the elite could no longer escape accountability. This strategy laid the groundwork for his future political base.
Generating fierce loyalty in soldiers and followers
Caesar commanded extraordinary loyalty from his soldiers and allies. He fought alongside them on the front lines, knew his centurions by name, and shared their hardships, eating the same food, and sleeping on the ground. This personal connection fostered immense devotion, evidenced by soldiers willing to fight to the death, even after severe injuries. In the civil war, when his quester Granius Petro was captured, he chose suicide rather than receive mercy from Caesar's enemies, stating, 'It is the custom of Caesar's soldiers to give mercy, but not to receive it.' This devotion stemmed from Caesar's perceived fairness, generosity with spoils, and his willingness to endure the same privations as his men, creating a powerful bond that was crucial to his military successes.
The rise and fall of alliances: The First Triumvirate and growing rivalry with Pompey
Caesar's rise was significantly aided by the First Triumvirate, an political alliance formed with Pompey the Great and Marcus Licinius Crassus. Pompey, a celebrated general, needed senatorial ratification for his eastern conquests and land for his veterans, while Crassus, Rome's wealthiest man, sought tax breaks for his business interests. Both were blocked by the Senate. Caesar, then a consul, brokered this alliance, leveraging their mutual needs and his own political nascent ambition. He secured political gains for them while positioning himself for future favors. The marriage of Caesar's daughter Julia to Pompey further cementedties, turning them into family. However, this alliance was inherently unstable. After Crassus died in Parthia and Julia died in childbirth, the balance of power shifted dramatically, leaving Caesar and Pompey as the two dominant figures, heading towards inevitable conflict.
The crossing of the Rubicon and the descent into civil war
The breakdown of peace culminated in Caesar's decision to cross the Rubicon River in 49 BCE, an act that legally constituted an act of war against Rome. Despite having only one legion with him near the border and facing Pompey's significantly larger forces in Italy, Caesar's swift movement and the element of surprise caught his opponents off guard. Pompey and the Senate were forced to abandon Rome, retreating to Greece to regroup. Caesar's rapid advance down Italy, coupled with his reputation for speed and decisiveness, demonstrated his formidable military capabilities. This single act, symbolized by the phrase 'alea iacta est' ('the die is cast'), irrevocably initiated the civil war that would reshape the Roman Republic.
Caesar in Egypt: Navigating a foreign civil war and meeting Cleopatra
Following his victory over Pompey at Pharsalus, Caesar pursued him to Egypt, only to find that the Egyptians had already murdered Pompey. Presenting Caesar with Pompey's head, they hoped to gain favor. However, Caesar was deeply disturbed, ordering the execution of Pompey's killers. He found himself embroiled in an Egyptian civil war between the young Ptolemaic siblings, Cleopatra and Ptolemy XIII. Recognizing Cleopatra's intelligence and ambition, Caesar became her ally. She famously smuggled herself into his presence rolled in a carpet, charming him with her intellect and charisma. Caesar supported Cleopatra, defeating Ptolemy XIII, who drowned in the Nile during battle. This intervention secured Egypt, a strategically vital and wealthy kingdom, for Rome and solidified Caesar's influence.
The road to assassination: Dismissing omens and trusting enemies
As Caesar consolidated power, becoming dictator for life, he faced growing opposition and numerous assassination plots. Despite warnings from friends and his wife Calpurnia's alarming dreams, he repeatedly dismissed security concerns, viewing a bodyguard as a mark of tyranny and believing in a 'good run.' He even threatened to punish those who brought him news of further plots. This seemingly fatalistic or principled stance, while aiming to maintain the appearance of a free republic, left him vulnerable. He ignored bad omens from sacrifices and ultimately yielded to his trusted friend, Decimus Brutus, who persuaded him to attend the Senate meeting on the Ides of March (March 15, 44 BCE), where the conspirators, including Marcus Brutus and Cassius, were waiting.
The betrayal and death of Caesar
On the Ides of March, outside the Senate meeting at the Theatre of Pompey, Caesar was met with multiple signs of ill omen, yet he proceeded. After reaching the Senate hall and taking his place under a statue of his former rival Pompey, he was surrounded by a group of senators. Pretending to present petitions, they then attacked him. In the chaos, Caesar reportedly saw Marcus Brutus, the son of a woman he had favored and whose life he had spared, and uttered the famous words, 'Et tu, Brute?' ('You too, Brutus?'). Caesar died on the floor of the Senate, bleeding out, with his body left unattended for a time before being carried away by a few loyal servants. His assassination plunged Rome back into civil war, demonstrating the very instability the conspirators claimed to prevent.
Caesar's legacy: Ambition, power, and the cost of empire
Caesar's ambition was inextricably linked to his vision for Rome's future. He sought to end corruption, reform laws, and centralize power under his authority, believing this necessary for the state's survival and flourishing after decades of internal strife. His enemies, however, saw his actions as a move towards kingship and an affront to republican ideals, where honor was derived from public service, not bestowed by a single individual. For ambitious men like Brutus and Cassius, Caesar's consolidation of power threatened their own agency and the traditional paths to honor. Caesar's assassination, intended to restore the Republic, ultimately led to further civil wars and the rise of emperors, fulfilling the very outcome he might have inadvertently set in motion by challenging the established order.
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The divine tutelary goddess of Rome, whose image appeared on Hadrian's coin.
Roman divine hero, son of Jupiter and Alcmena, whose temple Caesar visited in Spain, a place used as a museum for statues and dedications.
Hero of Homer's Iliad, depicted as openly weeping and throwing ash on himself after the death of his friend Patroclus, contrasting with Roman stoicism.
Mythic founder of Rome, son of Venus, from whom Julius Caesar's family, the Julius clan, claimed descent over 1200 years of history.
Roman goddess of love, beauty, desire, sex, fertility, prosperity, and victory, identified as the mother of Aeneas, tying Caesar's family to divine origins.
Egyptian goddess, whose living embodiment Cleopatra was considered to be by Egyptian tradition, emphasizing her high status.
An early book by Nietzsche, which explores the dual nature of history: its potential to cripple with knowledge or quicken and enliven.
A philosophical text by Plato, where characters pour water in wine for moderation, indicating a desire for meaningful conversation.
A book by Xenophon about the education of Cyrus the Great, read by Caesar, which described Cyrus's death arrangements.
Roman general and statesman, whose life and career are the central focus of the discussion, examined for lessons in ambition, loyalty, and political strategy.
Roman general and statesman, initially Caesar's friend and rival, a moderate populist who joined the First Triumvirate but later became Caesar's mortal enemy in the Civil War.
King of Pontus, defeated by Pompey during his glorious eastern campaign.
Queen of Egypt, who, at 20 years old, charmed Caesar into supporting her claim to the throne against her brother, Ptolemy XIII, and became his lover and mother of his child.
Cleopatra’s younger brother and co-ruler of Egypt, who orchestrated Pompey's murder and opposed Caesar's mediation efforts, ultimately drowning in the Nile.
Spanish surrealist artist whose parents named him after a deceased older brother, instilling a sense of being a 'reincarnation' from a young age.
A trusted friend of Caesar, at whose house Caesar had his last supper before his assassination.
The last king of Rome, whose tyrannical rule led to the founding of the Roman Republic, serving as a historical warning against monarchy for Romans.
Italian poet who, in his 'Inferno', places the assassins of Caesar (Brutus and Cassius) in the ninth circle of hell for betraying a friend.
Host of the Cost of Glory podcast, historian focusing on ancient Rome and Greece.
German philosopher whose early book, 'On the Advantage and Disadvantage of History for Life,' discusses how history can either drain or enliven a person.
German writer and statesman, quoted by Nietzsche saying, 'I hate all knowledge that does not quicken and enliven me, away with it.'
King of the ancient Greek kingdom of Macedon, whose statue inspired a young Julius Caesar to tears due to his own lack of achievement at Alexander's age.
A great populist figurehead in Roman history and Julius Caesar's uncle by marriage, an outsider who forced his way into Roman power elites through talent and military victories.
Roman general and dictator, leader of the Optimate faction, who won a brutal civil war against the Populists and instituted proscriptions, targeting Caesar's family connections.
The richest man in Rome, who financed Caesar's early career and was a key member of the First Triumvirate, balancing Caesar and Pompey until his death.
Stoic philosopher and a staunch conservative, who became Caesar's worst nemesis, representing the Optimate establishment that opposed Pompey and Caesar.
Actress famous for her role as Cleopatra in the movie 'Cleopatra', which depicted her dramatic entrance to Caesar in a rolled-up rug.
A close friend and lieutenant of Caesar in Gaul, included in his will, who was present at Caesar's last dinner and persuaded him to attend the Senate on the day of his assassination.
Playwright whose play 'Julius Caesar' is mentioned for its depiction of Brutus and the omens surrounding Caesar's death.
The more famous Brutus in Shakespeare's play, son of Caesar's girlfriend Servilia, who was one of the ringleaders of the assassination.
Founder of the Persian Empire, whose arrangements for his death, as described by Xenophon, contrast with Caesar's desire for a sudden, swift, and unexpected end.
Roman politician and general, mentioned in the context of a dispute with Dolabella that Caesar was scheduled to resolve on the Ides of March.
Roman politician, involved in a dispute with Mark Antony that Caesar was scheduled to resolve on the Ides of March.
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Empire that defeated Crassus and captured Roman eagles, whose defeat Caesar sought to avenge.
City in northern Italy where Caesar was camped before crossing the Rubicon, negotiating with the Senate.
Ancient civilization known for its deep history, where even in 2500 BC, people were studying periods as far back as 5000 BC, illustrating a sense of historical awareness.
Ancient region of Western Europe, roughly equivalent to modern France, which Caesar conquered over eight years in a world-changing campaign.
An insignificant stream near Ravenna, northern Italy, that formed the legal border between Cisalpine Gaul and Italy proper. Caesar's crossing of it with his army was an act of war.
A Roman client kingdom rather than a province at the time, governed by the Ptolemaic dynasty, which became a key location in Caesar's civil war and campaign.
The capital of Ptolemaic Egypt, a great Greek city founded by Alexander the Great, known for its marble, culture, library, and Alexander's tomb.
A defensive fortification in Great Britain, built by Roman Emperor Hadrian, visited by the host.
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